Final Distraction.

Even if the title is a dream, nothing wrong with dreams right?
Wrong. At least for today. After spending the majority of the past two semesters in a state of mass confusion, I have finally taken a step forward. Instead of using lifelong dreams and fear as a crutch, I am going to take a hard right or left. Who’s to say.

A recent revelation of wanting happiness during this short life has brought me back to the basics. With no guarantee that there is anything afterwards, there is no point in living it miserably. Time to let myself to get on a path filled with the things that cause me to exude passion and joy for life. Can’t have a tattoo forever telling the world to “find the joy in life” everyday, while knowing that I my self did not do so. Hypocrites suck.

Majors, minors I hate you both. I just want to learn. Isn’t the point to take your passions, mix it with knowledge, and create your own potion to better the world? Even if only your little world and the beautiful souls you have been blessed to have in it. Tired of running blind. Time to continue the search for my soul and its every desire. Hopefully I make the appropriate decision, so that its impact on my semester abroad will be nothing short of a reward for allowing myself to go after whatever it is I truly want. Who knows, maybe once I jump off this train Wales will light street lights along the path I choose to walk.