Friday, April 16, 2010

No sense at all.

Intense feelings swim through my body,
I can feel their presence in my veins.
Excitement takes a dive,
while fear does a cannon-ball.

Complete uncertainty about how and where to move forward,
might as well be hitting the accelerator and the brakes simultaneously.
A leap of faith, picture Idina Menzel's monologue in "RENT", to be happy.
New life path, complete without a map, topped with the exploration of self - and Europe.
Come on summer, treat me well,
or at least give me cheap booze to plug the fear and aid the excitement.

If it wasn't scary it wouldn't be worth it, right?
The courageous parts of life are the ones worth living.
Every boring day of my life has already been forgotten,
I think that means I don't need to have anymore.
Too young to have a life already forgotten,
Where's the diving board?
I'm ready to take this shit to the next level.

1 comment:

  1. Yay You!! I am excited to see this part of your life begin - I'm sure it will be great! I love your metaphors - perfectly describe the uncertainty of heading in a new direction. Ah - I do remember those days when things were unclear (like today) :o) but seriously - making these changes now, jumping into a new career path - how exciting! You will be great as we all know. If you are ever unsure of that, hop on to Twitter and we will remind you!!

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