Ever experienced the moment where you know the part of a movie or show is coming, but instead of getting lost in its wonder, a shower comes through blocking the signal?
This is how I feel my life is playing out day-to-day.
My life is on pause just as I am awaiting the best part of it to begin.
I can see through the static of what is to come or what once was, but the haze is getting thicker and I am losing the soulful parts.
All the splendid parts are getting lost in translation:
The way you feel when you see someone who changed your life one day,
or the day you learned what makes you tick.
I am trying to grasp ahold of these moments that brought me to today,
awaiting the adventure that forever change how I see the world.
I cannot wait, but pause is a very uncomfortable place to sit.
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That waiting place can be so hard. One thing the wisdom of years (aka age!) has taught me; its often in the times we feel life is on pause, that we gain insights we wouldn't otherwise see. At the risk of sounding cliche, try to enjoy each part of the journey. Life goes by so quickly. Hang in there! And keep sharing your journey with your writing; we all benefit.
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